Olivia is ONE! (Late Post)

How did this happen? Didn't I just bring her home? Didn't I just take her to her two week doctor's appointment? Didn't she just have her first bath? When did my baby turn into a toddler right before my eyes? Everyone tells you not to blink, but it's just UNREAL how fast time passes once you have a baby. It's true that the days are long, but the years are so painfully short.

When we brought Olivia home, I had some postpartum depression. I was usually okay during the day, but at night I would spiral. I was very doom and gloom. "I'll never be able to ride in Gil's convertible again because it's a two-seater.", "I'll never be able to go get late night tacos with my friends.", "I'll never be able to be away from her because I'm breastfeeding." and I would cry. It really felt like we would never find our new normal. But here we are! With a little help from Zoloft and a lot of practice, I’m proud of the mom I’ve become. I still mess up and get frustrate, I still have mom guilt and I fail her every day, but I love Olivia more than life itself.

She is so amazing and learning so incredibly quickly! She started walking at 11 months and now she is running around and getting into all kinds of stuff she isn’t supposed to. She recognizes songs and starts trying to sing along. She can kiss, hug and rock her babies and can point out noses, mouths and toes. She's also starting to learn animal sounds like "woof", "quack" and "ooh-ooh ah-ah". Gosh, she's just so smart and it's my greatest joy to watch her grow into a sweet little girl. Looking forward to a million more birthday celebrations with you, Livie-Lou!

xoxo- Rachel